Life is like a box of chocolates...

ok so my mom was talking to my dad about how my sister wants to drop a class b/c it’s “too hard” and “stressing her out” and then she was asking my dad what they should do since it’s Ashley’s 5th year at LSU and she has NO FUCKING CLUE when she will graduate…and then they brought up the fact that it took me 5 years, and i made a comment saying “but that’s because i changed my major” and ashley has been a bio major since she started…..back in 06. i went from being undecided (freshman year, fall 04 through spring of 05) to architecture (beginning of fall 05 until the end of fall 06), and then i was undecided during spring 07 and i finally declared my final major, psychology, in the summer of 07….

but i also didn’t take BS classes that didn’t pertain to my degree (and was also lucky that a lot of my elective courses from when i was in architecture crossed over to psych) and did summer classes EVERY YEAR from 04-08 except for summer of 05, in addition to a spring intersession in 08 as well as the wintersession in 08, so that i could graduate in may 09. yea, it took me 5 fucking years, but there was a good reason for that. i didn’t drop every class i thought was hard, unless i was doing so badly there was no hope of passing it. (i only dropped 4 classes my entire 5 years there — hist 1003, phys 2001, psyc 3031 and some other class i dont remember right now)

ugh it just pisses me off soooooo much >:( i could try and explain it to them but they would probably brush me off as “attacking” her….it’s not my fault she’s incompetent!! ever since i left, she has NEVER paid her fee bill or scheduled classes on time and has almost lost her classes at times. the only reason her fee bill was paid on time before that was because i’m VIGILANT about that shit….i used to tell my parents about it and had it paid in full the day those fee bills went online, ALWAYS. i have a thing for always having stuff in or paid on time. it’s a shame my sister doesn’t. and they shouldn’t bitch at me b/c my sister is stupid and incompetent!!!!! just sayin.

so my friend Elaina and I were just talking about how neither of us really hear from our friends at LSU anymore, except for nancy. i deactivated my facebook last night and as of now, i’m not going back. it’s mostly an experiment on my part, firstly to see if anyone will notice that i’m not on there anymore, and also b/c i spend waaaay too much time fucking around on it. the only people i hear from that i went to school with are Elaina, Nancy, Julia on occasion, and my friend Ian (who i’ve known since my freshman year). but everyone else? HA, that’s a good one!! 

Elaina also asked me this on twitter: “when is the last time someone asked you how you’ve been doing?” and thinking about it…never. how sad. i was also listening to the Glee version of “One of Us” and it says something along the lines of “if God were a person and if you could ask him a question, what would it be?” and i think mine would be “who did i piss off/what did i do to deserve shitty friends???” 

all i really do these days is work and sit at home watching Daria on my computer and listen to music….what a sad existence. i try to mix it up occasionally by going out by myself somewhere (like B&N) or Build-a-bear….seriously.

in addition to trying to figure out what the hell to do with my life. i still dont fucking know.

and a random thing i just thought of was a (drunk?) picture i saw of sarah that kaitlynn posted and i posted a comment on it saying “lol typical sarah” and i think either kaitlynn or sarah deleted it…i was like WTF

ok im sick of typing now so i’m out……………